Embracing Imperfection: Starting from the beginning

I am thrilled to be sharing with you the beginning of an exciting new chapter in my life – I have started my very own YouTube channel. I want nothing more than to have a positive impact on people's lives by sharing what I've learned about living a more intentional life.

I have always loved watching self-improvement videos on YouTube and up until now I have allowed my fear of failure and low self-esteem to hold me back from creating my own video content. But I have taken this scary step towards my dream life and I hope it inspires you to take a step towards something that scares you too! My first video fittingly discusses the potential for growth that comes with starting something new. It's a journey of refinement, and I can't wait to embark on it with all of you.

Embracing the Potential for Improvement

I am at the very beginning of a steep learning curve as my skills as a content creator are far from refined. However, I see this as a tremendous opportunity for improvement. I've come to understand that perfectionism has held me back from attempting many things in the past. The fear of not meeting unrealistic standards relative to experienced individuals hindered my progress.

Yet, there's something magical about being at the starting point of mastering a new skill. It's like taking a pretest before diving into a semester of learning. I acknowledge where I am today, and I'm eager to see how far I'll go once I've created 50 or even 100 videos. This video marks my pretest, a reminder of where I began, and a testament to the progress that awaits.

Leaning into Discomfort

I heard a fascinating case study once about two different improv classes. One class was told their goal was to be embarrassed, while the other had no such instruction. Surprisingly, the group aiming to be embarrassed enjoyed longer improv sessions and found greater fulfillment in the class. Their willingness to embrace discomfort allowed them to grow more effectively.

This resonates with my approach to this YouTube journey. I believe there's immense power in making the thing you resist the most, your ultimate goal. By leaning into discomfort, I hope to embrace the challenges and uncertainties that come with content creation.

Shifting Goals for Success

For many YouTubers starting out, subscriber and view counts often dictate their success. However, these numbers are beyond our control. Hence, my goal for the first year of this channel is quite different. I'm aiming for zero subscribers. Instead, my focus will be on creating consistent content and not obsessing over the metrics until I've been at it for a year.

During this time, I aim to gain valuable feedback, experiment with different approaches, and make necessary changes. My only path to failure is giving up, and I'm committed to uploading videos every week, no matter what. This way, I'll inevitably improve over time with each video.

The Start of a Growth Journey

With this channel, I've come to realize that everything in my life has led me to this point. I'm ready to embrace the unrefined beginnings and embark on this growth journey. It's a journey that belongs to me alone, and I choose to make time for it despite life's uncertainties.

I'm filled with excitement for what lies ahead and the opportunity to share this adventure with all of you. Together, we'll witness growth, transformation, and the beauty of embracing imperfection. Thank you for joining me on this ride, and I can't wait to see you in the next video!

Remember, it's not about the destination; it's about the roads we travel. Let's embrace the journey together!